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i guess i'm too late to save you
because someone already did
i'm happy you're ok but
i just wished i was the one
who made your life better


i'm so so sorry
i didn't realize you needed me
because really,
i don't need myself
so why do others need me?



forget about everything
do everything you can do
and what i can't do
because i'm not here anymore


i'm not here anymore because well
no one would care
leave a flower on my grave
i get it
it would just fade away
just like how i did on this earth


it's actually pretty fun being dead
you can do whatever you want
you can be whatever you want
the only problem is
you can't feel love
and that's what i need
love


i pretty much sound like a beggar for love
it's only because well
i don't have any real love anymore
my emotions are just
gone
gone with everything else
i still feel happiness but
i don't like it
i like being alone
i like crying i like it when water is on my face
i like all the things that you probably don't
i'm different
i know.
but
i like being different